sooo……….

How can certain people just be so productive and put together all the time? I just feel like my life is so hetic and out of control all the time. I always have tons of plans to get my life in order somehow, but really they never last. Some people such as….well both of my friends josie and Angela S. just seem to always want things a certain way and order. They have a neat little schedule of things they wan2 get done everyday and It actually happens. If they plan to eat right they do if they wan2 save money they do. Am I the only one who making a zillion plans that just always fall through? It just seems odd, and a little infuriating. Maybe it’s cause I don’t rely on God enough and that having everything fall through is just a reminder that our plans are nil compared to the will of God (thank goodness)

oh well just throwing that out there : )